Bee Connected
Music Lives Here
Who am I?
At birth, I was given the name Autumn Brooke. The story of how I became Everbee is long and complicated as I know many of our lives are.
You can find me sharing parts of my messy life growing up in a narcissistic family system enabled by the Christian patriarchy as well as moments of healing trauma and self-discovery on my YouTube channel and podcast. Vulnerability has been part of my personal healing process. I have put in hard inner work on myself to become who I am today. But I also owe much of my personal evolution to psychedelic medicine and the many people I have connected with throughout my life whether they caused pain or held space for my healing.
I lost my mother to domestic violence in August of 2022. In the aftermath, I have discovered patterns of lies, betrayals, projections, and theft within my family. I have documentation of large scale embezzlement. I believe there is much more to the story of why my mom was killed, but I have learned our systems are not designed to support humans that feel deeply and see the world through the lens I do.
I have tried to fight it, but I am tired of fighting a corrupt system on my own. I desire truth and justice for my mom, but I realize I have to shed the weight of who I thought I was to become who I know in my heart I am meant to be. This life is about releasing what weighs me down and pouring into what lifts me up.
What lifts me up are tarot cards, writing, travel, nature, dancing, music, curiosity, philosophy, deep conversation, and helping others. These are the things that inspire me and have led me to find imagination, hope, and purpose within my brand. This project has been an unfoldment of my life and figuring out not just what I want to do when I grow up but who I want to be in this world.
This project would not exist without the pain and injustice of my life. Within the darkness, I found my light. Through this project, I am learning to shine the most authentic expression of my soul. To fully embody my spirit over my ego, Autumn has to come to an end. There is beauty in dying because every ending comes with a new beginning. Death is an illusion because the soul has always been. I Am an infinite being and connected to All. Thus, I Am Everbee. May this life be sweet and healthy moving forward—Honeywell.
I release my old identity and life into the hands of fate. What is meant to be will be. I trust what is meant for me will never pass me by when I am guided by love over hate. Flow over control. Joy over pain. Faith over fear. Trust the process.
If you would like to know the full story, follow me on social media to keep an eye out for my upcoming book—a psychedelic journey of healing and self-discovery through music festivals and travel. It is a story about confronting the darkest parts of life, finding love through pain, and creating magic out of murder. Is it a tale of shamanic initiation and learning to harness the power within or a spiral into schizophrenia? It's up to you to decide!
Sometimes the truth is stranger than fiction.
What do we really know about reality?
If you would like know more about the situation with my blood mother and what the experience has been like for me, I have included an exposé I put together with the hope it will one day be taken seriously.
Thank you for your time, energy, and curiosity. I am grateful you exist.
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